First blog post

Hi everyone.

This is Aishwarya Asher.

I would like to start my first blog by introducing myself.

I love to express my emotions by writing them. Because by writing I can express more elegantly and precisely.

I am here to write my opinions and thoughts on various topics.

I am very happy to be on this platform to explore the art of writing.

Please like and follow if you like my work.

Thanking you.

Be blessed. Be helpful. Be happy.

Keep smiling☺😊

 

 

 

 

 

Ugh. ……

Why is it so necessary for all to write love stories……

It reminds of things I wanna forget

…….

I have trained my mind enough to forget him…..

I explained myself saying that he is not a good person…..

I m like shut that shit up to myself…..

I realised that no chats , no calls, no talks then how can u love someone and think of someone as your momπŸ˜„

How silly of me……😨

 

Lessons learnt

I wanna tell everyone one thing I learnt :

Understand what is good for u and what is bad for u …..

Remove whatever is bad for u from your life. …….

If somethings dont give u happiness, people who pull u down,. Irritate u, are not good for u…..

Remove then off your life. ……

Be around people and things who boost u……

Who understand u……

Be with people who make u happy. ….

With whom u r happy. ………

Leave behind those who are the cause of sadness…..

Bcoz at the end it’s u who is important……

 

 

AND IT ENDS!!!!!!

I know he has been stalking all these years everywhere on social as he thought I was that girl who had a chat with him……

But now that he knows that’s not the case he should no more stalk me andy thoughts……

IT ENDS HERE…..

HE SHOULD BE NOWHERE AROUND ME……..

I M HAPPY THAT A BAD LUCK IS OUT OF MY LIFE FOREVER AND EVER…..

I M ENDING IT BY REALLY ABUSING HIM IF I COULD REALLY BUT I DON’T WANNA DEGRADE MYSELF…….

I BADLY WISH HE PAYS FOR EVERYTHING……..

HE REMAINS UNHAPPY ALWAYS……

THIS IS WHAT I WISH FOR A PERSONALITY LIKE HIM……..

AND I M UPSET FOR MY CHOICE……

IT WASΒ  REALLY BAD……

I M HAPPY HE IS NOMORE IN MY LIFE…….

 

A dream!!

As I was reading a book by Robin Sharma, I got convinced by the fact that everyone should write a book once their lifetime.Β  Since then a wish, an urge to write a book still remains to be fulfilled….

But the problem being I haveΒ  only idea as to how should a publish a book. I came to know that by writing/mailing to publishers summary of book, of they choose you, your book can be published but that efforts were in vain.

IF ANYONE HERE IS AWARE OF THE PROCEDURE TO PUBLISH A BOOK DO LET ME KNOW ABOUT IT.

Finally over it!!!!!!!

After all things being clear I m over some things…….

I still wonder that why was i behind him…..

Ok!!!!!! Finally I reached a stage wherein some things dont affect me……

Bcoz i need to understand that he was not a right person for me……

And that my thinking for him that he knows me was wrong and that he is like my mom was wrong…..

Bcoz if he would have ever known me he would have come to know that those girls are not me and he would have never spoken to them thinking it’s me……

BELIEVE ME IN LIFE WHATEVER HAPPENS, IT HAPPENS FOR THE BEST.

I M HAPPY THOSE TWO GIRLS WERE NOT ME…….

AND SOMEDAY THE TRUTH WILL BE REVEALED TO ALL THOSE WHO MADE FUN OF ME…….

LETS HOPE FOR THE BEST……

 

Hello everyone

I m back. Have so many things to say, ofcourse…….

After all, had new experience in my life for the very first time I came to know how the world actually is and how I thought it to be or may be still think it to be……

Oh!πŸ˜₯

The mystery is finally clear to me……

I had written my so called love story…..at which I laugh loudly now.πŸ˜‚πŸ˜ƒπŸ˜„πŸ˜„πŸ˜„πŸ˜„

I m actually writing this bcoz finally now i feel great…… when I dont have him in my life……

Things that were happening behind my back are now clear to me……

And i really wanna shout out loud and actually prove myself right…… its like when we find that we are right we are in hurry for justice. Isnt it?

Actually this chapter of my life had been through lots of twists and turns….

BCOZ I STARTED WRITING MY LOVE STORY ON THIS PLATFORM……. I M WRITING THINGS RELATED TO IT HERE……

I m like all those who are culprit should be punished……

Ohk here comes the love story part – 3 that was incomplete……..

A girl named jinal ashar ( yes I m specifying names of every person involved) had a chat with him as I mentioned earlier…. to be more specific…..

First tragedy was that jinal had a chat with him….. he thought he had a chat with me…… so when they might have deparated for some reasons ( GOD knows) , a second tragedy was on its way…….

Ohk now i was staying at my sisters place for few days and my Facebook account I used to operate from her computer……..

So when I left i forgot to log out……it was logged in and dint realise it could be used by my sister……

Ok so this invites second tragedy……

So she had a chat with him…..and shit happens is through my account…….GOD KNOWS WHAT CHAT THEY MIGHT HAVE HAD…..AND I M NOT ASKING MY SISTER BCOZ IF I DID, I WILL DO IT IN FRONT OF HER PARENTS AND THINGS WILL BECOME WORST…..

And her name is Ekta kapadia.( yes I specify her name too)

And the worst part is she dint tell me that she was talking to someoneΒ  ( that too a boy) THAT TOO FROM MY ACCOUNT…….

NOW HOW DID I COME TO KNOW ALL THIS BCOZ…..

HE SAID THAT SHE IS AN ARTIST, THAT SHE LIKES ICECREAM AND CHOCOLATES AND EVERYSINGLE THING RELATES TO HER……( EKTA) ALSO THAT HER FATHER DINT PAY ATTENTION TOWARDS HER AND BLA BLA BLA. ………

 

Oh HOW CAN I EVEN IMAGINE MY SISTER ( EKTA) DOING THIS BEHIND MY BACK AND NOT EVEN LETTING ME KNOW AND MY FRIENDΒ  ( JINAL) CHATTING WITH THE PERSON WHOM I LIKED…..

HOW PEOPLE REALLY BETRAY OR LET ME SAY THAT YOUR OWN PEOPLE BETRAY U….. AND EKTA HAS STILL NOT TOLD ME ALL THIS THAT SHE HAS DONE TO ME……

I CRY NOT BCOZ SHE HAD A CHAT WITH HIM FROM MY ACCOUNT….. I CRY BCOZ SHE DID SO BEHIND MY BACK….OF WHAT I WAS NOT AWARE……

SO I WONDER THAT EVERYTIME HE WANTED TO TALK TO ME HE MET SOMEONE ELSE INSTEAD OF ME……

FOR THE FIRST TIME HE HADΒ  A CHAT WITH JINAL…. AND FOR THE SECOND TIME HE HAD A CHAT WITH EKTA. ……

BIGGEST JOKE IS BOTH THE TIMES HE THOUGHT HE HAD A CHAT WITH ME…… UNTIL I TOLD HIM THAT I NEVER HAD A CHAT WITH HIM BEFORE……2017…….THROUGH ANY MEDIUM OR WAYS……AND ABOVE ALL HE DOES NOT BELIEVE THIS…..

I KEPT WONDERING AS TO WHY I DINT RECEIVE ANY MESSAGE FROM HIS SIDE. OFCOURSE HOW WOULD I BCOZ EVERYTIME HE TRIED TO HAVE A CONTACT WITH ME HE HAD SOME OTHER PERSON WHOM HE SPOKE TO….πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜πŸ˜€πŸ˜ƒπŸ˜„

I M REALLY GRATEFUL TO GOD IN A WAY BCOZ IF HE DOES NOT WANT SOMEONE TO COME IN MY LIFE HE WILL MAKE SURE THAT ,THAT PERSON IS NOT INTO MY LIFE…..

MAY BE THIS IS WHAT GOD WANTS THAT HE SHOULD NOT COME INTO MY LIFE THAT IS WHY BOTH THE TIMES I NEVER HAD A CHAT AND HE CAME ACROSS ALTOGETHER A DIFFERENT PERSON……

MY PROBLEM ISΒ  THAT MYΒ  STUPID SISTER EKTA HAD A CHAT FROM MY ACCOUNT AND THAT SHE DINT EVEN TELL ME ABOUT IT……I WONDER EVEN JINAL SPOKE TO HIM THROUGH MY ACCOUNT.??????….

BUT TRUTH REVEALS SOME DAY. ….

SOMEDAY WE COME TO KNOW WHAT THE TRUTH IS JUST AS I CAME TO KNOW……

ALL THIS STORY I NARRATED TO MY FRIEND THAT I HAD BEEN BETRAYED AND SO AND SO HAPPENED…….

AND SHE IS LIKE WHY DO U WANT TO PROVE TO HIM THAT U R NOT BOTH OF THEM…… IT SHOULD HARDLY MATTER TO U….. AND I ABSOLUTELY AGREE WITH HER THAT I M NOT SUPPOSE TO PROVE ALL THIS TO HIM OR ANYONE…..

BUT WHAT HURTS IS A CHAT HAPPENED TO BE BETWEEN THEY 3 AND I WAS TO BE NAMED EVERYWHERE. BUT THE TRUTH IS I WAS NOWHERE….. AND I WANT EVERYONE TO KNOW THAT I WAS PUNISHED, BLAMED, ABUSED BY HIM FOR THINGS I NEVER DID……..

God only knows what chat they had…… THOUGH EVERYTHING IS CRYSTAL CLEAR TO ME I WISH I NEVER KNEW THIS TRUTH…… BCOZ IT IS PAINFUL WHEN YOUR OWN PEOPLE DO SUCH THINGS…….

AND I LEAVE THEIR DEEDS ON KARMA….. SOMEDAY THEY WILL GET THEIR KARMA BACK……..

THE PAIN THAT I HAVE GONE THROUGH AFTER KNOWING THE TRUTH IS INEXPRESSIBLE……..

I SUFFERED UNNECESSARILY……I FELL FOR A WRONG PERSON…….THIS REALISATION HURTS ME MORE AND MORE……..

And want to say that this is not just a story that after reading people will comment but these are facts happened my life…….

Where my trust has been crushed and where I am broken and shattered into pieces and punished for deeds I never did…..

And that I forgive all of them moving on in my life…….

May be someday this truth is revealed and Proved and realised by all the 3 who betrayed me…….

And my punishment to them after knowing this truth will be to not talk to them ever…….to never be in touch with them……

 

Happy guru purnima

Wishing everyone a very happiest ttt GURU PURNIMA……

AND THIS IS A SIGN OF ME MOVING ON …..

A POST THAT DOESN’T INCLUDE HIS TALKS……πŸ˜‰πŸ˜„πŸ˜„πŸ˜„πŸ˜„

WHATEVER HE DID HE WILL PAY OFF SOMEDAY…..

I DONT REALLY CARE FOR HIM EVEN A BIT…..

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

BELIEVE ME MY LIFE IS MUCH BETTER IN HIS ABSENCE…….

I NO MORE HAVE TO PLEASE SOMEONE…..

I NO MORE HAVE TO CRY FOR SOMEONE…..

I NO MORE HAVE TO MESSAGE SOMEONE AND TYPE THOUGH MY FINGERS PAIN….πŸ˜„πŸ˜‰

I NO MORE HAVE TO WORRY FOR HIM……

SO HAPPY SINGLE….. LIVING……ENJOYING…..

I REALISED THAT I M HAPPY WITHOUT HIM THEN WITH HIM……

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. …..

HE NEVER GAVE ME HAPPINESS…..

AND I FREED MYSELF FROM THAT PAIN…….

FINALLY I M MOVING ON….

SINGLE…..

THOUGH I WAS SINGLE WHILE IN RELATIONSHIP WHICH CONSISTED ONLY MEEEEEE. ….AND MY USELESS EFFORTS……

Hahahaha….

No more talking about him now……

Enough of him…..

One wish if i was asked to do I would throw him in garbageπŸ˜ƒπŸ˜‚πŸ˜„πŸ˜„πŸ˜„πŸ˜„πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ˜

Have I really moved on…..

Ok. I say that I have moved on….. but still my last posts are all about him…..

My talks are still about him……

I still think him on my mind…..

But this time i think a little differently….

I think as to why I messaged him…..

I think that my life is spoiled because of those messages send to him…..

I hate myself for ever messaging him……

I hate myself for loving him…….

So I m responsible for my actions……😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Shitttttt

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I never want to see him again…..

I never want to talk to him again…..

I want him to be away from my life…….very far ……..

I HATE HIMMMMMMMM. …..

A real heartbreak…..

I have always heard from my friends about heartbreak and i always used to wonder how can someone be so sad losing just a guy……

How can someone love another person so much…..

I always told them to move on and live life happily…..

But now I really experienced a heartbreak. ….

Really a very painful one. ……

Actually I have moved on and I don’t even want him back in my life……

I really dont care as to where is he…. what the hell is he doing. …..

Now i m least concerned about him…..

But still he is there on back of my mind……

Coz it’s hard….. to forget someone. …

Though he was always insulting……

Though he never spoke to me……

It was only me who used to speak and I used to get replies ‘hmm’ bas that’s it…….

He pretended to be sweet with me……

He never revealed me his real side…..

He never told me the truth……

Always a lie…..

He played with me…….

But still he is on my mind……continuously……

For the world and I myself….. I have moved on but my mind is stuck still over him……

Believe me he never did anything good in those six months for me….. he was just a bad luck for me……

A person whom I brought into my life just to spoil me…….

I think my life was much better in his absence then it is now……….

He was never a person whom I will remember of doing anything good for me………

FOREVER IF I WILL REMEMBER HIM HE WILL ALWAYS BE THAT CHAPTER OF MY STORY WHICH IS BAD……..THESE SIX MONTHS WILL ALWAYS BE REMEMBERED AS THE WORST MONTHS OF MY LIFE…..AND ALSO WILL BE REMEMBERED AS SOMETHING DONE FOR SOMEONE WHO DOESN’T EVEN DESERVE…….A PIECE OF IT…….

OFCOURSE HE IS THE FIRST PERSON I FELL FOR AND DID THINGS INFINITELY FOR HIM ( THAT IS MY LOVE STORY PART 3).

I HATE MYSELF FOR LOVING A WRONG PERSON……….

I WISH FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART TODAY THAT HE MUST PAYOFF VERY BADLY……….