First blog post

Hi everyone.

This is Aishwarya Asher.

I would like to start my first blog by introducing myself.

I love to express my emotions by writing them. Because by writing I can express more elegantly and precisely.

I am here to write my opinions and thoughts on various topics.

I am very happy to be on this platform to explore the art of writing.

Please like and follow if you like my work.

Thanking you.

Be blessed. Be helpful. Be happy.

Keep smiling☺😊

 

 

 

 

 

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A conversation

Him: Can i please live here as I deserve this place.

Dustbin : please find more dirty place for yourself coz i m more clean than uπŸ˜„πŸ˜„πŸ˜„πŸ˜„πŸ˜„πŸ˜„πŸ˜„

A talk between him and dustbin

Happy guru purnima

Wishing everyone a very happiest ttt GURU PURNIMA……

AND THIS IS A SIGN OF ME MOVING ON …..

A POST THAT DOESN’T INCLUDE HIS TALKS……πŸ˜‰πŸ˜„πŸ˜„πŸ˜„πŸ˜„

WHATEVER HE DID HE WILL PAY OFF SOMEDAY…..

I DONT REALLY CARE FOR HIM EVEN A BIT…..

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

BELIEVE ME MY LIFE IS MUCH BETTER IN HIS ABSENCE…….

I NO MORE HAVE TO PLEASE SOMEONE…..

I NO MORE HAVE TO CRY FOR SOMEONE…..

I NO MORE HAVE TO MESSAGE SOMEONE AND TYPE THOUGH MY FINGERS PAIN….πŸ˜„πŸ˜‰

I NO MORE HAVE TO WORRY FOR HIM……

SO HAPPY SINGLE….. LIVING……ENJOYING…..

I REALISED THAT I M HAPPY WITHOUT HIM THEN WITH HIM……

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. …..

HE NEVER GAVE ME HAPPINESS…..

AND I FREED MYSELF FROM THAT PAIN…….

FINALLY I M MOVING ON….

SINGLE…..

THOUGH I WAS SINGLE WHILE IN RELATIONSHIP WHICH CONSISTED ONLY MEEEEEE. ….AND MY USELESS EFFORTS……

Hahahaha….

No more talking about him now……

Enough of him…..

One wish if i was asked to do I would throw him in garbageπŸ˜ƒπŸ˜‚πŸ˜„πŸ˜„πŸ˜„πŸ˜„πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ˜

Have I really moved on…..

Ok. I say that I have moved on….. but still my last posts are all about him…..

My talks are still about him……

I still think him on my mind…..

But this time i think a little differently….

I think as to why I messaged him…..

I think that my life is spoiled because of those messages send to him…..

I hate myself for ever messaging him……

I hate myself for loving him…….

So I m responsible for my actions……😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Shitttttt

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I never want to see him again…..

I never want to talk to him again…..

I want him to be away from my life…….very far ……..

I HATE HIMMMMMMMM. …..

A real heartbreak…..

I have always heard from my friends about heartbreak and i always used to wonder how can someone be so sad losing just a guy……

How can someone love another person so much…..

I always told them to move on and live life happily…..

But now I really experienced a heartbreak. ….

Really a very painful one. ……

Actually I have moved on and I don’t even want him back in my life……

I really dont care as to where is he…. what the hell is he doing. …..

Now i m least concerned about him…..

But still he is there on back of my mind……

Coz it’s hard….. to forget someone. …

Though he was always insulting……

Though he never spoke to me……

It was only me who used to speak and I used to get replies ‘hmm’ bas that’s it…….

He pretended to be sweet with me……

He never revealed me his real side…..

He never told me the truth……

Always a lie…..

He played with me…….

But still he is on my mind……continuously……

For the world and I myself….. I have moved on but my mind is stuck still over him……

Believe me he never did anything good in those six months for me….. he was just a bad luck for me……

A person whom I brought into my life just to spoil me…….

I think my life was much better in his absence then it is now……….

He was never a person whom I will remember of doing anything good for me………

FOREVER IF I WILL REMEMBER HIM HE WILL ALWAYS BE THAT CHAPTER OF MY STORY WHICH IS BAD……..THESE SIX MONTHS WILL ALWAYS BE REMEMBERED AS THE WORST MONTHS OF MY LIFE…..AND ALSO WILL BE REMEMBERED AS SOMETHING DONE FOR SOMEONE WHO DOESN’T EVEN DESERVE…….A PIECE OF IT…….

OFCOURSE HE IS THE FIRST PERSON I FELL FOR AND DID THINGS INFINITELY FOR HIM ( THAT IS MY LOVE STORY PART 3).

I HATE MYSELF FOR LOVING A WRONG PERSON……….

I WISH FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART TODAY THAT HE MUST PAYOFF VERY BADLY……….

What hurts a human….

Why do u think m i so hurt bcoz i loved him and he left me…..

No

BCOZ he never loved me…..

No….

But the only one thing that hurt me is firstly he told that he doesn’t even know me….. ( strange, not even as a batchmate)

Secondly he never replied to me…….

Believe me I have never experienced such a behavior…..

A girl who is everyone’s favourite….. at home, in school, among friends……in family…..

I am brought up in an environment where I get what I asked for……. be it anything from my family……friends…..GOD…

The reason of hurt was i had never put this much efforts for anyone in my life till date……

I have never done this for any of the boys till date, for the first time in my life I really bought a gift for a boy ( unfortunately that boy Doesn’t deserve)…….

The reason of hurt is i loved a wrong person…..

The reason of hurt or rather regret is i messaged a person who never loved me…..

If he ever did he would have messaged me someday….in between…..

I was foolish enough to fall for him……

When he never ever messaged me……

Then why the hell I messaged him…..

Why???????

My love story – conclusion

If i ever had to look back at my deeds and foolishness I did in those six months ofcourse I was foolish to assume things. And my friend explained me this and it was clear to me:

HE never messaged me,

Nor did I back then…..

I dont know anything abt him,

As to where is he right now?

What is he doing?

Nor do I have his number to contact him….

I only messaged him on insta all those six months….. AND THOUGH HE NEVER REPLIED…..BLOCKER ME MESSAGED HIM DAY AND NIGHT…… HIS REPLIES WERE THROUGH PAGES……IN ALL THESE SIX MONTHS……

OFCOURSE PEOPLE WILL ASSUME ME STUPID AND YEAH OFCOURSE I M STUPID……….

AND I GUESS THIS WAS NEVER A LOVE STORY….. BUT STILL I EXPERIENCED A HEARTBREAK…. MY FIRST HEARTBREAK….πŸ˜„πŸ˜†πŸ˜†πŸ˜†πŸ˜†πŸ˜†

ALL CREATED BY ME…..

HOW STUPID I WAS TO MESSAGE SOMEONE USELESSLY TRUST HIM WITH ALL MY SECRTES AND TALK TO HIM DAY AND NIGHT……

JUST ANOTHER STUPID…..

AND YEAH MY FRIEND IS RIGHT WHY DOES IT EVEN AFFECT ME WHEN HE DOESNT LOVE ME…… BCOZ HE NEVER DID….. IT WAS MY ASSUMPTIONS. ….. STUPID CRAZY ME…. REALLY……

BELIEVE ME WHEN WE ARE HABITUATED TO TALK TO SOMEONE DAY AND NIGHT WE DEVELOP A HABIT AND I WILL JUST REMOVE THIS HABIT OF MINEEEE ……

BASSSS ONLY ONE EFFORT I HAVE IS TO FORGET HIM….. REMOVE THOSE HABITS OF MESSAGING HIM TELLING MY DAILY ROUTINE TO HIM…..USELESS …..CONCENTRATE ON MY STUDIES AND LIVE LIFE HAPPILY……..

My love story – Part 2

Ok. Here comes part 2 of stupidest story.

I appeared for my exams, IPCC, AND RETURNED TO MY HOMETOWN.

BUT BETWEEN THIS THERE WAS THIS SUDDEN CHANGE IN BEHAVIOR FROM MY FRIENDS, THEY TEASED ME WITH THAT GUY, AND THEN LATER ON DINT EVEN BOTHER TO CALL ME OR MESSAGE ME…..

WHEREIN I AND HIM WERE NOT EVEN TALKING TO EACH OTHER….

I WONDERED WHY WAS I BEING TEASED…..??????

But when I was at that place I never spoke to him nor did i ever told him anything……and never did he…. Instead I was waiting for him that he will message me someday…..

But HE NEVER MESSAGED ME…..

NEVER DID WE TALK TO EACH OTHER……..

BAS WHAT MADE ME FELL FOR HIM WAS THAT HE NOT HAVING FOOD JUST BCOZ I DINT….. ( SILLY ME)

AND ONLY I THOUGHT THAT HE IS LIKE MY MOM…..

ONLY I THOUGHT HIM TO BE MINE ( πŸ˜πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜„πŸ˜„πŸ˜„) WHEN HE NEVER EVEN TOLD ME……

SO IT WAS ALL MY ASSUMPTION….. ( STUPIDEST)……

Like a fool between 2014 to 2017 I WAS WAITING FOR HIM TO MESSAGE ME…… ( BUT HE NEVER DID)

SO NOW I M WONDERING BASICALLY IT’S ALL MY FAULT WHO FELL FOR HIM USELESSLY. AND I MESSAGED HIM ON 27TH DEC 2017 ON INSTAGRAM MY FIRST EVER MESSAGE TO HIM…..

Cond in part 3